Friday, May 9, 2008

A Little Ball

So Sunday I head back up to Orlando for my third semester of college.  I love being a student at UCF...Go Knights! But there is a horrible feeling that I get at the beginning of every semester that I can't figure out how to get rid of.  It feels like a ball of nerves is just bouncing around inside of me.  I think it's made up of insecurity and quite possibly a little bit of laziness.  I mean I have always loved school and even begged my parents to put me in preschool but I get so nervous that I won't be good at something.  I am taking Hospitality Financial Accounting and I am trying to be optimistic.  The professor has a good reputation and I know that I'm not the best at math and stuff like that but I've always been able to hold my own.  I just really don't appreciate all of the negative comments people having been saying and showing such a lack of faith in me.  I guess I'm just gonna attack it like I always do and pray, try my best and let God do the rest!

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