Learning to be Content

I have this ridiculous obsession with weddings.  I guess every girl does, but mine has become well, ridiculous.  I find myself looking at facebook pictures of friends' weddings and even their friends' weddings, I can't stop looking a theknot.com, and I love watching reality wedding shows on tv.  But the worst things is that I can't distinguish if I want to be a bride or a wife.  How awful is that?  I know God has been convicting me lately about it and I'm having the worst time guarding my heart.  Every show I watch makes me want a ring even more badly and I know that it is definitely be a while before that even happens...Lord, help me to be content with where I am in life.